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crystal  

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i wish i could write a song....

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 13, 2005, 12:40 AM
it sounds stupid to say that it feels so good to close your eyes when you're not supposed to. when you're crossing the street, touching someones hair, listening in public. i love the state of vulnerability it puts you in. because there comes a point when vulnerability is your only escape. your only excuse.

i still haven't gotten used to the idea that you're important -in a universal way- and that i am merely here. there was something strangely intimate about last night. between you and i we could have burned down a thousand houses. we could've swam across the atlantic and back. it was so intimate and yet so public i feel cheap. like i shouldn't listen. i shouldn't look. i shouldn't be here. every morning i promise to put you away and every morning i welcome you in. i wish you didn't make me feel so heavy and dense.

if you don't use it, does your hear just gather dust or does it shrivel up and die? what happened when i closed my eyes? will you be the same tomorrow as you were tonight? can i explain my gratitude and sadness? i think i should just get my fucking story straight. i hate being melodramatic, if i could avoid it i would. i wish i knew how to brake a vase. properly. how to throw a fit. how to cry without looking like an ass. pretty girls make it look glamorous. make it look appealing. "she's so refined i think i'll kill myself"

i bet you call all my bluffs. you're the only one who knows i lie way too fucking much. we could have made global phones go off. but as i lit my 23rd cigarette you ran off. i didn't even see you go, all i felt were the 400 blows.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: New York City
  • Interests: film, music, photography, literature, philanthropy, philosophy, science
  • Favourite movie: trainspotting, raging bull, mr. smith goes to washington, le fabuluex destin d'amélie poulain...
  • Favourite band or musician: oasis/blur, interpol, the arcade fire, frank sinatra, velvet underground, pulp, bright eyes....
  • Favourite poet or writer: william blake, jeanette winterson, pablo neruda, j.d. salinger....
  • Favourite photographer: robert doisneau
  • Favourite style or digital art: potraiture/black and white
  • Operating System: mac os x
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod
  • Skin of choice: my own
  • Favourite cartoon character: 2-D of gorillaz
  • Personal Quote: "and yes you're in my head but that doesn't make you here..."
  • Tools of the Trade: nikon fm10, photoshop

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~twisted-muffins:icontwisted-muffins: Jan 27, 2007, 5:46:30 PM
nice gallery and good taste on music
i add you :)

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~Fem-Fatale:iconFem-Fatale: Jun 26, 2005, 9:40:53 AM
Thx for the add, Bunny ;)
xxx

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~the-universal:iconthe-universal: Apr 25, 2005, 9:42:15 PM
thanks and yay to you for yay-ing me. cheers.

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*Pepperminte:iconPepperminte: Apr 21, 2005, 12:21:54 AM
yay for the fab interpol fan.
i like your art.
~Fem-Fatale:iconFem-Fatale: Apr 10, 2005, 2:08:23 AM
Surely do that! Tell me what u think of 'em :) GO to their site to the multimedia section... there are some awesome videos! x

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~the-universal:iconthe-universal: Apr 9, 2005, 9:25:39 PM
i've heard of them but i haven't heard there stuff. i'll check them out.

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~Fem-Fatale:iconFem-Fatale: Apr 9, 2005, 5:16:15 AM
U like mando diao? :)

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~Fem-Fatale:iconFem-Fatale: Apr 5, 2005, 6:59:05 AM
Wooohooooo! You've added my pic 2 ur favs! :D :headbang:

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~MakeLemonade:iconMakeLemonade: Mar 24, 2005, 1:33:23 PM
thanks for the fav!!!!

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~the-universal:iconthe-universal: Mar 13, 2005, 9:37:59 AM
i've added you back. cheers love.

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~MakeLemonade:iconMakeLemonade: Mar 11, 2005, 11:06:43 PM
im gonna add you!

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~the-universal:iconthe-universal: Mar 10, 2005, 7:48:58 PM
number 1. yes, blur kicks ass. 2. yeah, i get to see oasis in june so i kick ass. number 3, thanks for the compliments.

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~the-universal:iconthe-universal: Mar 10, 2005, 7:47:46 PM
mange merde et mort! freetranslate that! j/k je t'adore.

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~PSWalsh:iconPSWalsh: Mar 10, 2005, 7:03:26 PM
okay number 1. blur kick ass, 2. you're lucky, oasis is going on tour and playing in chicago.

nice taste in music. and good stuff you got here
~hideyourlovers:iconhideyourlovers: Mar 4, 2005, 2:51:19 AM
Vous me parlant ? vous me parlant ? Bien, theres personne d'autre ici. Vous me parlant ? Qui la baise vous fait pense que vous parlez à ?
~the-universal:iconthe-universal: Feb 26, 2005, 9:08:59 AM
thanks.

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~the-universal:iconthe-universal: Feb 26, 2005, 9:08:16 AM
thanks again.

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~ladyspuky:iconladyspuky: Feb 26, 2005, 1:06:48 AM
Nice gallery :)

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~offshore:iconoffshore: Feb 25, 2005, 10:16:02 PM
Great Gallery Crystal! :)

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~the-universal:iconthe-universal: Feb 21, 2005, 10:56:53 AM
thanks for the compliments. all i can say is that i try. peace.

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!labpizza:iconlabpizza: Feb 19, 2005, 7:07:20 AM
Hey, I may be a random deviant and i quickly looked though youre stuff, and i have to say every peice is amazing!!! they all youre photos have such great composition.... keep up the good work!! Btw. you (by far) NEED more credit for your work!! its great!
~Fem-Fatale:iconFem-Fatale: Feb 15, 2005, 4:30:13 AM
Wiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

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~the-universal:iconthe-universal: Feb 14, 2005, 9:19:30 PM
nice to have you on the list. au revoir.

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~the-universal:iconthe-universal: Feb 14, 2005, 6:37:17 PM
thanks.

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~the-universal:iconthe-universal: Feb 14, 2005, 6:36:53 PM
thanks.

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